Being detained in a foreign country has been very difficult for me and makes me very sad because I unable to do much since I do not understand the language. Most people here speak Cantonese, which I cannot speak or understand. My English is also non-existent, which makes it very hard for me. Sometimes when I want to explain something, I cannot communicate directly and I have to call the consulate for them to help me explain to the people in prison. This makes communication very difficult.
The separation from my family weighs heavily on me each day, particularly missing my beloved grandchildren. Communication is painfully slow—letters take 5-6 months to reach them and another 5-6 months for replies to return. Phone calls are restricted to once monthly, lasting just 10 minutes—barely enough time to connect with even one of my 13 children, forcing me to rotate which child I speak with each month. My 22 grandchildren remain virtually unreachable, as I have no direct means to contact them. I do write to my family every day, however it takes too long before my family can get the letter.
