I am a citizen of Namibia, born in 1974. What is happening to me in my life is very painful, and I find myself in a difficult situation. Problems often come at the same time in our lives, and I am facing significant challenges.
When my firstborn finished grade 12, the next step was to attend the University of Namibia. As his father, I wanted to pay for his education, but I didn’t have the money at that time. I called my son and promised him that I would find a way to support him next year.
One day, while I was traveling to Angola, I received a phone call from a friend at the border between Namibia and Angola. He said he was looking for me and asked me to call him back when I returned because he had something to discuss. I agreed.
A month later, I returned home and called my friend. He mentioned he had a lucrative business opportunity to discuss with me. After confirming I was at home, he came over and explained the business proposition. I told him I needed time to consider it before making any decisions, and he agreed to wait for my response.
During this period, I was dealing with numerous personal challenges that left me feeling overwhelmed. Despite my efforts to find solutions, everything seemed insurmountable.
About a month later, while I was returning from another location, my friend called again. He asked why I hadn’t contacted him, and I apologized for being preoccupied. He requested to meet again, and I agreed. During our meeting, he elaborated on how the business operated and the potential earnings. He explained that the work would involve international travel and that his boss would arrange everything.
Though hesitant, I agreed to consider the proposal. My friend emphasized that there were multiple ways to earn money through this venture. I told him I would think it through and get back to him.
A week later, I received a call from the boss in Angola. He expressed his approval of me and offered to cover all expenses for my trip. He instructed me to stay prepared for his next call. After approximately a month, he called again to confirm that all arrangements were in place for my journey.
Eventually, the boss informed me it was time to travel to Hong Kong. I confirmed my readiness, and shortly afterward, received a message with all the necessary details. However, I now find myself in custody, contemplating the series of events that led me to this situation.
My life before now
My life before was good. I lived well with my family and friends, maintaining positive relationships with everyone. Though life had its ups and downs, I always tried to be kind to others. While I find it difficult to maintain relationships with those who wrong me, I am known in my community as a quiet person. The challenges I face are not due to mistreatment from family or friends; they are simply unexpected life circumstances. I remain close to my family, and we have a good relationship. While I understand the importance of self-protection, I acknowledge that my current detention is a result of my own mistakes.
I previously worked regular jobs like everyone else. After experiencing difficulties with my boss, I left that position and found work in Oshikango, near the Namibia-Angola border. This opportunity was promising until the COVID-19 pandemic hit in 2021 when my boss relocated to Cape Town and never returned. During this time, I earned a living as a taxi driver with my Toyota Corolla, which allowed me to cover rent, food, and other necessities.
My troubles began in 2022 when my car broke down. Despite these difficulties, my family remained supportive and never pressured me into wrongdoing. Poor decisions can arise when we’re not thinking clearly. I lost my job, car, and home, and struggled to provide for my children’s food and education. Although managing alone was challenging, I maintained good relationships with my family and neighbors. I regularly attended church on Sundays and helped others in my community whenever possible.
Being in this situation is painful, but I continue to pray and seek God’s forgiveness. I accept responsibility for my actions and trust in God’s presence. Though I am known as a quiet and respectful person with strong faith, I sometimes struggle to understand how I arrived here. My circumstances have shocked many, including my church community.
Gratitude
Today, I stand before the court acknowledging my wrongdoings in Hong Kong. I sincerely apologize and plead guilty, promising never to repeat these actions.
I am grateful to the judges, my lawyer, Fr. John, and the Legal Aid Department for their support and guidance. The experience at Tung Tau Correctional Institution has taught me valuable lessons about discipline.
I commend the Hong Kong Government’s commitment to rehabilitation and justice. May God bless all those involved in this process.
This is my story.
Note: This letter is a combination of three letters and it has been edited to improve the readability and clarity of the story.
